Make the time go by faster...

Today was just, depressing. I woke up. Fed Travis-- TRIED to feed Travis. He didn't really want anything to eat. We then went to pick up JJ from summer school around 10ish. I was pretty good with keeping my mind off of Tyler. I cleaned a little bit, organized our stuff from the wedding/honeymoon. Then came time for me to look at some of the pictures from the camera scan disks-- where the videos Tyler made for Travis are as well. I picked up the scan disk, then got sidetracked by Travis. Then about an hour later, completely realized I had NO idea where the disk went. I have been looking ALL day. This small disk has every picture on it from the past month plus the videos from Travis. I have NEVER lost something like this. I have been freaking out all day, tearing the couch apart, looking in the bathroom, and through Travis' toys. NOWHERE. I HATE myself for this. I am so mad that I can't find it. It kills me.





Anyway, moving on. Well, the day went on, and I am good up until about 5ish-- then I get antsy, and can't seem to get my mind off of Tyler. I think Travis noticed. We were upstairs in our room. I was cleaning and he was playing. I sat down at one point looking at a picture of us, and wanted to cry... but held it in (yay me!) and Travis came up behind me and wrap his arms around me, and laid his head down on my back.... he's never done that before. It made my day. It made me smile. He then just tilted his head and smiled and yelled "dad dad dad dad dad" haha. It's so weird how babies can sense those things. Absolutely amazing though. God, if he wasn't here with me, i'd be going crazy right now. Here's a picture of him today riding on his little 4 wheeler that Ty and I got him for xmas:





Then I finally get a call from Tyler at about 8pmish. He had called me last night-- and went to "bed".. well, tried to. He told me that as soon as he got off the phone with me, he had just gotten comfortable and one of the drill seargants came in and made them all clean for 3 hours. ouch. espec. because he got up at 3:30 this morning. He then had to go get stuff ready for tomorrow and get a shower and whatnot and then was gunna call me back.

In that time, Travis was absolutely restless and refusing to go to bed. I think because he wanted his daddy. :/ I finally ended up taking him for a walk. We got in and around 9:30-- he FINALLY fell asleep. Which was good because that's when Tyler called me back to say goodnight. This time, the homesickness was coming back. He couldn't hold it in this time... thankfully the guys were all pretty much asleep. He really misses us. We miss him too. He says the stress of the drill seargents arent anywhere near as bad as the homesickness. He didn't really want to get off the phone. But he DEF. needs to get some sleep. I will most likely talk to him tomorrow. After that though-- who knows because that's the day he goes over the the basic training area. :( I'm pretty scared. I'm not really ready for it. But anyway-- well, it's 10:30-- and Trav gets up early, sooo i'm gunna head to bed!!

gnight!!

Jess